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Clutching At Straws: Selected Recordings 2014 - 2018

by Rhythm 0

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  • "Opulence 2011 - 2019" Archival USB Flash Drive
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    This archival USB Flash Drive includes all of the previously released Rhythm 0 albums, singles, cover tunes, videos + 3 additional albums full of completely unreleased material & a 40-page Rhythm 0 autobiography titled "Faded Adventures In Lo-Fi" written in English!
    Almost 3 and 1/2 hours of music. Here is the complete list of items:
    - Clutching At Straws: Selected Recordings 2014 - 2018 (2019)
    - Odds & Ends (11 previously unreleased recordings including new songs, studio & rehearsal demos & alternate versions / 2019)
    - The Big Loss (2015)
    - Guddo-Bai (2015)
    - An Aimless Craving (2014)
    - Promo 2011 (The "lost" 2-track Demo-EP from 2011, remastered, EXCLUSIVE TO THIS RELEASE)
    - Singles 2016 - 2019
    - Covers 2015 (Remastered)
    - Rhythm 0 Gloriously Conquers Taksim: Live Bootleg 2014 (The remastered and enhanced soundboard recording of the only Rhythm 0 concert so far - including guest vocal appearance by Wolfgang Weiss of Cadaverous Condition, EXLUSIVE TO THIS RELEASE)
    - Complete Videography
    - Faded Adventures In Lo-Fi: A Rhythm 0 Autobiography (40-page e-book written in English)

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    - "Opulence 2011 - 2019" Archival USB Flash Drive: Complete Rhythm 0 discography, videography, 3 exclusive albums of completely unreleased material & "Faded Adventures In Lo-Fi: A Rhythm 0 Autobiography", the English language 40-page e-book. Almost 3 and 1/2 hours of music!
    - "Opulence" linoleum print - hand carved, signed, hand numbered. Exclusive for this release!
    - "The Fugitive's Guidebook For Daydreaming" - a posh, full colour 12-page photozine with printed acetate cover with 10 photos shot using expired 35 mm colour film on disposable camera. Exclusive for this release!
    - A letter from author and music critic Emre Karacaoğlu.
    - A letter from Wolfgang Weiss, singer of the band Cadaverous Condition.
    - A set of 3 ONE OF A KIND Instax Square photos with location coordinates noted underneath, related to 10 Rhythm 0 songs, placed on black cardboard and signed and ready to get framed!
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1.
The Stagnant 03:51
I've lost my way I'm not sure where I was from I've lost my way I'm not sure where I was headed Remember your crossroads And the memories that I carried The last time I've been there No roads were left at all So this was me? Tell me how I came so far? So this was me? Tell me how come there are no dawns? Who took the sun away? Who took the sun away? Who took the sun away? Why are we here? I've lost my way I'm not sure anymore now I've lost my way East and west are now the same It's all mud I remember the sound of breaking Did I ever try? Maybe the pressure on the glass started slow Reached to the top Was there a place before this? Reached to the top Did it ever exist? Why didn't anybody make a sound? Why didn't anybody make a sound? Why didn't anybody make a sound? So this was me? I've lost my way I'm not sure where I was from I've lost my way I'm not sure where I was headed One step forward One step down to the ground Look for east or south North or west, it's all behind When I was broken I left the wind aside I cant move anymore I cant see anymore It's all the same It's the end of the game It's all the same Who is all to blame?
2.
Wolfgang saved my life Through his bleeding heart All those songs of love 19 years all went by I told him "it's good to enjoy, "All the little things you see, "It's better to be alone, "All alone for a while." Going down with my frostbit heart Dimitris said "hello, "So weather's bad over there?" Let's take a stroll down the street To get some booze or poke some whores Nothing better to do All failure, all emptiness All the backstabbing and the leaving I guess, left me sour Going down with my frostbit heart Rust turns to love Love turns to rust Silver into steel Steel turns to rust Rasputin saves my life Will and discipline He tells me I'm better without, "Get rid off all the vermin and bugs." Woke up today, feeling astray, I took a razorblade to see some blood I took a look at the mirror and said: "There are better things to cut!" Going down with my frostbit heart
3.
Now take my hand For a lesson in nightswimming To an isle so close Clocks stopped working there A colony of dreams Souvenirs of stillness Let's take a new path And see where it ends Step out of time Break all your chains That evening sun Washes the grief away, the grief away Now we pave our way Through the cliffs and the hills Into a forest To find a fine spot for a kiss The sea is infinite Marble halls once stood here Then the monks disappeared Left the place for northern men Step out of time Help me cut these strings Step out of bounds Into the alien Step out of time Break all your chains That evening sun Washes the grief away, the grief away Come take my hand For a lesson in failure An isle so far away Arrival is just a dream It's the memory pain Another chapter in loathing Leave behind the bliss Embrace this fine craving "It'll pass," you said, "You know, it always does."
4.
The Ride 03:48
Here take a ride with me across the snow covered city Faster and faster we shall go staring at the city lights See how they blur into a heaven of colours in darkness While we ride without a worry in the world Riding on the wet road Risky it shall be But do we really care? Well, this is only the dream You will be the native and I will be the stranger You will give the directions and I'll be the driver The passenger And to the freeway and to the outskirts of the city And outside the road where we'll hear the sounds of people Speaking and fucking behind the bushes where animals dwell So I ask myself Are they dreaming too? Silence of the winter Nighttime forever Speeding into the darkness, sprinting in the water When we ride downhill, I lose control I'm the ghost rider I'm the passenger I'm the ghost rider I'm the passenger Until we arrive into the valley in the forest A silent wooden boardinghouse by the lake Majestic trees on the other side in the fog This is where you'll leave me behind I'll wake up an old man Living in the house all alone With dead letters and postcards never sent Dreams never realized The postman never arrived Never Never I'm the passenger I'm the ghost rider I'm the passenger
5.
Through the fears, all these years, I walked alone I look like shit, I always did and they still fucked me It's just by luck that I found, should've played the stupid My honesty is just a disease Can not scream, can not speak or smack the walls now I lost it all, I lost the cause, I should've listened To my mom and dad, hear what they said but now it's curtains And you know I'll be wrecking soon Oh yes she knows how it feels Dear mother light come make me bleed With you one thinks love is real And then the weakness shows But for a short while it was good For a short while it was new For a short while it was good For a short while it was blue Now I know that it's only pain With these teardrops I'll decay But for a short while it was good For a short while it was new Life's a dream, so hold still before it's over Cancer bites, eyesight dies and the heart gets tired Spirits dance, I take a glance at my body 'Cause you know, nothing remains Oh you carved in me this hole Faces change but spirits don't With you at first I felt reborn And then the weakness showed But for a short while it was good For a short while it was new For a short while it was good For a short while it was blue Now I know that it's only pain With these teardrops I'll decay But for a short while it was good For a short while it was new For a short while...
6.
Rivers merge, the bridge is old Muddy carpet, I see it all A house so tall, without a soul This is where the ocean hurts Spiders bite, soldiers fight The war of opium, it's alright 10 more minutes into this yard And you’ll find where it's gone How can a land be both Toxic and fertile? How it gives birth and devours Within a kilometer radius? Shipwrecks, tables, beds, souls Plastic, blue, pink and bones Black dogs, seagulls, fleas and yarn Ocean creeps, the land forgives
7.
Despair 03:52
Here is the room A little hole to sleep in Away from sunlight That you adore That I adore So choose it over me You can keep my notes here On keeping myself captive Locked inside A box of dreams A tomb of fears Impossible bliss It's despair Only despair It's despair Imperfection: A secret face And a secret plan Hurt me bad With that old dirt Everyone's stained with Emotionally crippled We all are here It's me and some cat So take out your blade And carve out your name On my chest It's despair Only despair It's despair All love is futile Just obsession Failed clutching
8.
I've been with all the bad girls here For the next one I have some pills left in my pockets He tells me he's been raped And not just once so it's his fate His body made but his heart didn't So, he regrets They said "you're a man, be cool! "Fuck around, don't be a fool!" He said "You know better than Poe? "So I'll be a fool like him as well!" He said: I've been with all the bad girls here For the next one I have some pills left in my pockets Don't get me wrong, I'm no snob I keep my expectations low Once they sniff out my loneliness That's when they really start to use They all give you hope And parts of them you'd think it's love Banging all day is not what I mean What I mean is that they share it all I'm just confused Why is it ok to hurt a man this way Evil abuse It's a lie that pain makes you strong Never asked for pussy or ass Blowjobs and backdoor sex So they are not the payment back Then I told him "I'm the same, "Try it but they won't understand, "We're born cavalier "Into a southern land of whores and pimps." "No matter how you feel, "Stick to your heart, don't give in, "The next time you make yourself sure, "To give a good smack as the payment back." I said: We've been with all the bad girls here For the next ones we have some pills left in our pockets
9.
Rails 01:41
It was a place I found So far from long pale days In no man's land Far from where I always had to be And it was a place I built Inside of me So beaufitul, so serene Only mine Tailored from my childhood dreams Covered in green and rusty So near to sea that I can touch the sun That melts my saddest tears away.

about

This is a collection of remixes of songs recorded between 2014 and 2018.
All these songs have been released previously on EP's or singles, usually with rough sound qualities, due to Rhythm 0's "instant musical picture" working method.
This album is created in order to give these songs a second chance at living and the ability to stand on their own feet.
It was also nice to resurrect some of the "lost" channels found in the mixes; an alternaive vocal take here, a guitar solo there, so the songs further "feel" different to their original versions.
These are the definitive versions of these songs and are meant to summarize and close the first chapter in Rhythm 0's timeline.

credits

released September 20, 2019

All songs written and arranged by Mert Yıldız except tracks 1 and 6 written by Mert Yıldız and Saba Arat, arranged by Mert Yıldız.

All tracks recorded at Innsmouth except tracks 1, 2, 5 and 8 recorded at Innsmouth and Mono.
Mixed and mastered at Innsmouth by Mert Yıldız.

Personnel:
Mert Yıldız: Voice, 6 & 12-String Acoustic Guitar, Electric Guitar, Bass, Percussion, Keyboards, Programming
Mikkel Szlavik: Drums and Percussion on Tracks 1, 2, 5 and 8
Tuğba Selin Ülker: Voice on Track 5
Deniz Tuncer: Electric Guitar on Track 8
Çağlar Neçelik: Percussion on Track 4
Toma Formas: Voice on Track 4
Korhan Günsor: Electric Piano on Track 2

Polaroid shots by Mert Yıldız.

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Rhythm 0 Turkey

Formed in 2011 to create miserable music.

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Mert Yildiz: Voice, Instruments, Production

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